I was thinking about all the forms I had to fill out during my adhd/asd assessments plus the ones sent to my mum. The whole thing is based around how other people see you and when it came to my turn to speak, all the voices that told me I was useless or lazy or stupid crowded in. I spent the sessions thinking I was making it up and downplaying the very thing that has tormented me my entire life.
It struck me that maybe a scan through my lyrics since 1989 would paint a picture of what was happening to me. I’m going to go back to the start, pick out the relevant lines and see what I come up with. I hope these lyrics are online because I don’t even remember the songs on the first album, let alone the lyrics
Stuck on Amber. What a song, and what a telling title.
Pledge thing coming - I just need to get my bank to allow me to use my card online. I've needed to do this for about 6 months so far...
Currently undiagnosed (unless my wife counts) but is this why your songs hit me?